Happy New
Year and welcome back to the world of Cleo! The lamb-girl and I are very glad to be here. You may recall that the week before
Halloween, I wrote to say that I would be taking a month off to get my book in
order. Okay, who knew?! It’s a lot harder than I thought it
would be to ready a book for publication.
So here we are, two and a half months later, but the book is published
and available on Amazon. Here’s the link, in case you want to get it: The
Educated Dog. It is being
sold only as an ebook, but if you don’t have a Kindle, here is an article
on how to read ebooks without one.
If you like the book, I would so appreciate your posting a review on the
Amazon site. Anyway, I’m really
excited to have actually accomplished this goal, as well as to be back writing
the blog and sharing our stories!
So much has
happened since October, both in the wide world and in the tiny sliver of Cleo’s
world. Anyone who was alive and
aware in December 2012 will never again hear the words Sandy Hook or Newtown
without experiencing a wave of grief.
For our school, exams had ended two days before that dreadful Friday,
and our students had scattered to their homes and vacations. I spent a lot of time that weekend
alternately reading news stories and lying on the chaise snuggling Cleo, her
head tucked under my chin, her little body warming my chest. Even she eventually got fed up with
being plucked from whatever activity she was engaged in to be wrapped in her
mom’s arms and tightly held. She
squirmed to loosen herself, her pointy paws pressing into my neck and sternum,
her elbow digging into my ribs, then hopped down to pounce on her moose which
she carried back to me to present for a game of chase. She was right, as always. Playing with her was a much better
palliative than lying around trying to fathom the unfathomable. Action trumped inaction and eventually
led us to join the 26 Acts of Kindness movement. Building bridges between people by affirming our mutual
humanity is the only answer I can think of to an act that so rends the fabric
of society.
Once it got
underway, we had a wonderful vacation.
John and I made sure that Cleo got to walk on her favorite trail every
day, and several times took her to the park for an evening tear around the
field or, if the stupid deer had taken over, the tennis court. Ever since Cleo and I were out walking
one day and a young doe ran down the path after us, she has recognized their
silhouettes. When she sees them on
the field at night, she stands at attention, pressing forward, nose awiggle,
tail ramrod straight and quivering.
She looks like she’s thinking how much she’d like to bite their
ankles. Or maybe I’m just
projecting. She probably wants to
play with them. It’s me that wants
to bite their ankles. Anyway, she
enjoys the tennis court almost as much as the grass and was happy to show off
for our son Jackson and his girlfriend when he was home on leave from his Navy
training. She raced around the
court, easily outrunning and outmaneuvering all four of us, laughing as she taunted
us by skimming past, just out of reach.
And now
we’re back at school. I’ve been
making a point to take Cleo with me to meetings this year. Usually, I take her blanket and
favorite chew-object, an antler (no, my hostility is not subconscious), so that
she has somewhere to be and something to keep her occupied. Faculty meetings are held in the
library, just downstairs from Cleo’s and my office. The other morning I dropped Cleo off, leaving her to do her
daily perimeter check (territory outside office windows free of turkeys, quail
or other intruders; couch cushions inspected for left-over crumbs, toys or other
objects and scents of interest; toys present and accounted for), grabbed her
blanket and headed to the meeting, letting her know she could join me when she
was ready. In a minute or two, I
heard little exclamations of greeting rippling through the group of assembled
campus adults, then a happy face was grinning up at me. I arranged Cleo’s blanket and showed
her the antler. She plopped down
and started enthusiastically gnawing—crunch, crunch, grind. Then she stopped, craned her neck and
looked at me. Up she got, a truly
uncharacteristic lack of obedience.
The meeting started and I quietly put her back in a down-stay. It lasted for less than a minute. What was going on? I knew she didn’t need to go out; she’d
already done all that less than a half hour before. Back onto the blanket.
A new teacher is welcomed and a returning one greeted, both with
applause. Cleo is up, feet on my
lap, looking anxiously into my face.
Call me
slow. It wouldn’t be the first
time. You see, two days before,
the boiler in the library had broken.
The repairman had the flu and couldn’t come fix it. It wasn’t unbearable when we were in
our office with a space heater cranked, but in the open library it was
cold. In fact, the California
Central Coast is now going through the coldest winter I can remember since I
moved here. Temperatures are
dropping into the 30s almost nightly and rarely breaking into the high 50s
during the day. Every human in the
room, literally, was bundled up in winter coats, scarves, mittens, hats. Some were even huddled in extra
blankets. Cleo, her hair clipped unusually
short by a new groomer, was literally shivering. She wasn’t being disobedient; she was succumbing to
hypothermia!
I patted my
lap and she jumped up, turned around and gratefully lay down, curled into a
tight ball. I lay my gloved hand
on her side to help warm her up.
During the break, when she normally would have gotten up to say hello to
her favorite people, she managed to open an eye and look around. She did appreciatively crunch up a few
Charlie Bears that one of the art teachers happened to have in her pocket, and
happily sniffed the coat sleeves of her Aunt Kim and Aunt Charlotte when they
scratched her ears (gloves on).
But she was not about to leave my lap. As she warmed up, she uncurled a bit from the tight ball,
taking more and more of my lap until I had to extend it with my left forearm
and hand. She sighed contentedly
and stretched her chin so that it rested fully in my palm. By the end of the meeting, my knees
were stiff, my feet were tingling and my arm muscles ached. But Cleo and I were both toasty
warm. Several folks stopped on
their way out to tell Cleo how good she had been, then we made our way up to
the office and dialed the space heater to high.
Warm and comforting in the aftermath, and in the ongoing of life in positive ways. Cold here too, so it's nice you have a warm cuddler for your lap.
ReplyDeleteI'm looking forward to reading your book but am sorry it's only on Kindle. Spencer, Cleo's brother, sends his greetings. He also has been cold this winter in AZ and starts nudging me about 9 p.m. to go to bed where he can snuggle and get warm. I make him wait until later in the evening which he has trouble understanding. Best of luck on your publication.
ReplyDeleteLee and Spencer
So lovely to hear from you and Spencer, Lee! Cleo sends him a tail wag and a nose touch. The book is available in hard copy now, too. Visit CleoTheBedlington.com to order, if you'd like.
DeleteBest from Joyce and Cleo